I figure I have to go to the library to get some stuff done. Get a new stack of DVDs to watch. A couple of leisure reads as well. My old roomate invited me to her house for Christmas and I almost cried. I don't know why. I just thought 'cool I don't have to spend the holiday alone AGAIN!' Movies and chinese food with a friend. She lives across town so she has to come pick me up.
I spoke to the second mechanic and he tells me straight out that I need to get rid of the car. Don't bother having it…
Continue
Added by lyfenlyn on December 9, 2009 at 1:44pm —
No Comments
It's a rainy saturday. The kind where you look out the window and want to go back to bed. But I had shit to do. So I got the umbee and hit the slippery bricks. (not literally) I walked to the liberry because when I went to renew over the fone they informed me that one of the DVDs I had was on reserve for someone. DAMN! So I have to get it back. So I want to get more while I am here. I have to get some sort of grocery items to last the next two days. I was going to the beauty supply but I forgot…
Continue
Added by lyfenlyn on December 5, 2009 at 2:31pm —
No Comments
I got to Ft Laddie aight. A girl at the school was desperate for a roomate so I hooked up with her. There is another girl that lives there but I never see her. Maybe a glimpse twice a week. We share a bathroom, and sometimes I will hear her in the shower or blow drying her hair then she's out the door again. My main roomie is cool. They are both mad young. 22. Yikes. But we are all in school and doing it .
My car aint workin now. The engine is falling apart. Mechanics say it makes sense to just…
Continue
Added by lyfenlyn on December 2, 2009 at 2:11pm —
3 Comments
I'm straight buggin out. I am all about the adventure and all but this is really taking it's toll on me. I am not looking forward to being homeless again for any period of time. It's a trap. You think 'oh I'll only do this for a couple of months' and then a year passes. I can't do a year in the hole. The hole meaning some ghetto ass hotel on someone's track and having to deal with drug dealers and users and pimps tryin to recruit you everyday. Not to mention just the stigma of it all. I am tryin…
Continue
Added by lyfenlyn on October 27, 2009 at 2:27pm —
1 Comment
I spent two days in Ft Lauderdale trying to get stuff done for my pending move. I looked up my old roomie and she put me up for the two days.
I don't want to get into the financial aide details lets just say it will be by the skin of my teeth @ the 11th hour that I get in to that Art school.
I have been planning this for 7 years and now it's time. I am excited and can't wait to start a new and REWARDING chapter of my life.
I tried to link up with Mr. Pompano when I was there, and it didn't ha…
Continue
Added by lyfenlyn on September 26, 2009 at 12:18pm —
No Comments
In two days I am making the 4 hour drive to see my new school. I am excited and scared witless. I was able to track down my old roomate so I can crash at her place the two days I am there. I have been a virtual hermit for about a week not leaving the house for 3 days straight and staying in pajamas the whole time. (yes I showered) I am really hopeful for the future. And have plans on being a true superstar in the next 3 years. I am finally going to get to meet Mr. Pompano in person. I am excited…
Continue
Added by lyfenlyn on September 21, 2009 at 3:59pm —
No Comments
Been working like a runaway slave to get my on line presence known and get out of the rat race like we all dream of.... It's been a process peeps. But I'm almost to the finish line. When the money starts coming in I have made it.
Pretty quiet on the home front. Staying out of the heat unless absolutely neccessary.
Spendin plenty of time soul searching and praying for my hearts desire to open up, make it self known, fling itself at me..or whatever it does.
Got some terriffic deals on two month…
Continue
Added by lyfenlyn on August 10, 2009 at 5:33pm —
No Comments
I'm back covering familiar ground again. It's been a long time and I haven't missed it. Dialing endlessly to agencies to see if they will help you, going to the job center to look for work and get on the computer. Trying to file for unemployment in this completely oversatruated system. You call the line to file and it's BUSY???? WHAT THE HELL IS THAT ABOUT??? Needless to say I filed on the 23rd and still have yet to see my one funky week check.
I went to an agency about help with the utilities…
Continue
Added by lyfenlyn on July 3, 2009 at 4:23pm —
1 Comment
So I'm on the run, have no idea where I am or what time it is. I just got in my car and started driving down I-4. I left all my stuff and just put as many clothes and shoes as could fit in my car. I broke out because I just couldn't stand it anymore....
SIKE! I wish. Anyhoo. Big changes. Lost my job. Didn't lose it. I know where it is. It lost ME. But it was all in the works for a while now. The stress was out of control, the resentment was eating a hole in my stomach and intestines, and I was…
Continue
Added by lyfenlyn on June 15, 2009 at 1:42pm —
No Comments
So I’m watching King of the Hill last night, and Peggy becomes the cheerleading coach at her sons middle school. Her job is to come up with skits and cheers to get the crowd hyped and inspire the team to victory. Each game she would get an effigy of the other teams mascot and ha…
Continue
Added by lyfenlyn on June 2, 2009 at 12:00pm —
No Comments
I have always prided myself on not being a quitter in the sense of I don’t allow other people’s stuff to cloud my needs up. I have said that I was on break. That I was taking hiatus from the whole trying to be with the opposite sex thing. But I don’t think you can really take a hiatus fro…
Continue
Added by lyfenlyn on May 22, 2009 at 10:33am —
2 Comments
It’s no secret I am tired. I have been tired for a very long time. I am finding disturbing ironies cropping up that are making my tiredness hazardous. It seems that a portion of the men I am running across have these tremendously complicated lives that include some sort of legal issue or indiscretion that doesn’t allow them to be completely available. That isn’t how I roll nor has it ever been. However in the wake of this intense bone breaking draught I have been considering them. They are in no…
Continue
Added by lyfenlyn on May 11, 2009 at 11:12am —
No Comments
Redid the hur this weekend.
Hung around the house as usual. Got a ca…
Continue
Added by lyfenlyn on May 4, 2009 at 10:00am —
No Comments
I remember those films with the central character who's an outcast, then suddenly the popular kid is interested in them. Not circa she's all that. More like circa Carrie. The hot guy takes Carrie to the prom only to dump a bucket of pigs blood on her. Little does he or anyone know…
Continue
Added by lyfenlyn on April 28, 2009 at 12:14pm —
No Comments
The sugar thing is out of control. I'm like trying to get diabetes for some reason. Adrenal Repair suppliments here I come. I have never eaten this much sugar in my life. EVER. I don' t know what is motivating me. It's starting to freak me out. I haven't started buying the pound bags a…
Continue
Added by lyfenlyn on April 23, 2009 at 1:30pm —
No Comments
There isn't a moment in any day, Lyn, when someone, somewhere, isn't better off because of something you've done.
And no matter what you do, or don't do, with the rest of your life, you cannot now comprehend the amounts of love, joy, and personal assistance that are already being…
Continue
Added by lyfenlyn on April 22, 2009 at 8:36am —
No Comments
I loathe live recordings unless they are visual concert movies. I can't stand listening to the quality of them. It's annoying to me.
I know I am rocking out today, but you can't come in and turn on the radio across the room at full volume.
I don't want to go to my ex landlords and ta…
Continue
Added by lyfenlyn on April 21, 2009 at 3:00pm —
No Comments
I'm an impatient creature by nature when it comes to things that I want. If I have to stand in line at the bank, I am patient, if I have to wait for something to arrive in the mail same thing. But if it's something that I have control over I get out of pocket and want to hurry up.
I have considered going to school part time just so I can not be overwhelmed with it all at once, but then I feel like I won't be in the trenches with the other students if I do it like that. Everything comes to a hea…
Continue
Added by lyfenlyn on April 20, 2009 at 10:30am —
No Comments
Give it thought, Lyn. Consider every angle. And then speak your mind.
You've not been drawn into anyone's life just to listen.
Loud and proud,
The Universe
Very interesting sentiment, considering the people that have been recklessly drifting into my life. Seemingly messing things up. Some maintain that people come into your life for a reason. Mr. ATL came into my life and turned it upside down. Now he claims to have quit drinking ‘a few weeks ago.’ Yeah you quit binge drinking a few weeks ago…
Continue
Added by lyfenlyn on April 15, 2009 at 10:00am —
2 Comments
kiss me nite nite
Im ready for my close up.
Continue
Added by lyfenlyn on April 10, 2009 at 9:30am —
2 Comments
LIMITED EDITION
