Is this thing on???

So my friend says he's sending me an MP3 player for christmas. Which now without a car will come in mad handy to keep out the noise I don't wanna hear. So I went to my imeem player to copy down songs to tell him to get and you know what? IMEEM HAs MERGED WITH THAT MUTHERFUCKING CESSPOOL MYSPACE! I cant access any of my 4,000 tracks! I am so mad! They say in the coming weeks they will be transferring all our playlists, but dammit I need them now! I hate myspace with a passion and didn't ever want… Continue

Yesterday the car officially went bye bye. I didn't cry. I was just really sad all day. I feel naked totally without it. I got $400 and spent half of it already on groceries and replacing stuff that needed it and hair. Sometimes I get antsy and call a cab.

I want to get new clothes but that isn't likely. I went to the salvation army and there wasn't a thing in there. sadness.

The exotic BP guy I don't think is going to happen. My second sense tells me he's not a very nice person. That he's mad… Continue

I guess I am a typica American, spoiled and selfish and entitled. Now that I feel like I have gone backward in time I find myself annoyed and overwhelmed quite easily. The prospect of spending hours waiting for and riding busses sometimes has me not doing things I would like to. Which I normally would when I was driving. I don't have peeps to come by and get me on my days off to help with errands. My one friend lives an hour away, so him coming thru is a real inconvienience to him. I don' t have… Continue

I had to get up early to catch me a bus to school. I walked out to the main road and missed one immediately. 20 minutes later one comes. I get to the station and realize I have no change. The information desk doesn't offer it of course, so I have to walk across the street to the store. The store is chock full of homeless and damn near, some men buy huge cans of beer that are stacked in barrels of ice right inside the door. This store only exists for them. 2/3 of the cooler is cheap likka. I get… Continue

I figure I have to go to the library to get some stuff done. Get a new stack of DVDs to watch. A couple of leisure reads as well. My old roomate invited me to her house for Christmas and I almost cried. I don't know why. I just thought 'cool I don't have to spend the holiday alone AGAIN!' Movies and chinese food with a friend. She lives across town so she has to come pick me up.

I spoke to the second mechanic and he tells me straight out that I need to get rid of the car. Don't bother having it… Continue