just Brele'

Name

Brele'

About Me

im simplistically complexed...
precisely abstract...
i can be snob sometimes, or uppity,however you you wanna look at it. I just hate ignorance with a passion and when black ppl feed into the stereotype sometimes i can be very controversial, but its just the truth, so why not be. im told im blunt. but whats the point of sugar coating things? to make people not feel as bad about the situation at hand? I guess. i can be very judgmental at times(often times). but im working on having mercy so that GOd can continue to have mercy on me. i feel that i am blessed way more than i deserve, cus i do ALOT of badd crap and receive a lot of blessings. So i am constantly grateful everyday all day. I always pray to be a better giver. and i am getting better. i have mad trust issues. i dont trust anyone except for my mom and her boyfriend, my bestfriend, and mike. i can just literally stay in the bed all day. im very nonchalant about alot of things i hate when people blow things out of proportion. i love sarcastic dry humor, and i hate when people go histerical over obnoxious things. i cant stand when people are rude. i have the worst road rage ever but i have gotten alot better since i havent had a car. i love myself way too much. sometimes i think im narcissistic. i love when people are just real cus most times they say the things i think of. i have the best mom in the world which i really think i dont appreciate enough. my biggest fear is to be without her and to be poor. im terrified of spiders and i have nightmares about them. i hate when people cant dress but i try to understand that fashion isnt for everyone although it should be. i love when people are weird and have there own since of self. i hate when imitate anything i do or wear. i love to be the rebel. i love to be by myself. i have only child syndrome. i really dont know how many people actually like me, or what they really say behind closed doors. therefore i dont expect much from anyone ever. i will never trust anyone twice except for mike he is the only one. and truly he's never really let me down. i love him more than words can speak. i love the word oxymoron.often times i am that. when i get lost i just keep driving i never panic. if only i could just do that with my own life. poetry is my outlet for things i cant say and emotions i cant express. because no one can judge it. i hate being restricted but i love structure and organization. i go insane when things arent order, but that could just be OCD. my nerves are bad. i hate when people are sometimed, i never trustem. i hate when people say words wrong its annoys me. i love when my prayers get answered. my faith is really strong, until its tested, then i cry when things arent flowing my way. my nerves get the best of me but then i pray really hard to not panic. im a natural born worrier but im getting better. often times i dont like to face the truth until i actually have to deal with it. i am internally at peace 85% of the time and i love that. cus i know its only from God. i love routines and when there broken i go insane. when im mad i can be really ghetto, and i love it. i can be very feminine but i also have an edge. i love when people underestimate me because then i get to prove them wrong. i love to do the unexpected. i love huge tattoos within moderation but im terrified of needles. i love paintings that make me lose myself in them. i love alice and wonderland cus it makes absolutely no sense. i hate seeing children being subjected to surroundings they have no control over. i love old people and puppies. i hate when people make noise and talk in the morning. i went natural because i didnt think i should have to be constrained by a chemical just to have nice hair. i love being black with a passion. most think i act white. but i just think id rather represent my race with the utmost respect. we already have enough ignorant black ppl, so i might as well be an educated one. i love that mike loves to read cus i hate it. well not hate it, but its not my favorite thing to do. id rather concocked outfits all day. i love that he binds all my loose ends. he's the only person i let touch me with his barefeet, cus i hate feet with a passion. i knew that god would give me a good man, since my real dad sucked. God will make up for all you lack. my favorite color is seafoam green and my favorite number is 7. I love kids, but not too sure about raising them. i really wish i could sing good.i dont believe in fornication, or in shacking up. i forget things way too easily. i always visualize myself in the future. i believe in really high standards. and never lowering them for anyone. i hate when a man tries to tear a woman down because hes inadequate. i feel bad for girls that demean themselves. i think ima border line femenist//black activist. racism is my HUGEST pet peeve. i hate bad acting. i can read body language very well. i hate when people call at odd hours of the day. i love to make lists. im walking evidence that love can be like a fairytale. just dont know about the happy ending yet. i love to go on dates. and i love to be spoiled. i hate when a man doesnt know his role as a man. often times i think like a dude. i hate to be nagged. and i hate when girls are emotional. i hate cattyness and bitchyness. i think of god anytime i wanna do something wrong. & often times i still do it. i just apologize before hand. im getting better at forgiving people. i love to take naps. i love the phrase "lol", cus then i really dont have to laugh. i love being tucked in at night. i was until i was like 14. im where the water meets the road. where the rainbow meets black. where true love meets heart-ache. where pure joy meets tears. my mind is super complexed. i am precisely abstract. many dont understand, but im blessed to have someone that does.

You can be my friend if...

you only want to be friends and your not ignorant.

Occupation:

A&F
fashion student.

Favorite bands:

noisettes
santogold
Lupe
Adele
coldplay
NERD
Jayz
Beyonce
Feist
MIA

Favorite movies:

Alot.

Favorite books:

Alot.

Relationship status:

Taken.

Orientation:

Straight

Zodiac Sign

Virgo

Kids?:

nope.

Smoke/Drink?

no/ no