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Compound Egret said:Nothing like weird dreams that aren't too weird to help you wake up refreshed and snickering.
Orianthi Panagaris is right up there with Plaxico Burris in the name department.
(I thought about starting a lucid dreaming thread awhile back; I am always caught by surprise, and "killed" in my dreams -- it's rarely a shock, though, and I usually will myself awake before the bullet rips).
Modeling is starting to pick up...My roommate...A Latina submissive that I really*** don't like use to surpass me as far as getting modeling gigs(Especially paid ones...She's also a Dominatrix)...And for a long time that depressed me because I knew that slight difference in skin color between me and her(We're pretty similiar...even our hair texture is the same) made people want to have her as a model, as opposed to me. I felt a little dejected and not confident in myself even. But I just did a gig on Halloween night(Photos on my page) and networked with two other people, including the amazing(And amazingly Black) Jose Moreira. We are going to shoot together. I might even have a gig with a Londoner here in NY, if he doesn't go back to Brit Land before we get to. We will at least shoot next time he's here. He likes my hair blonde as it is now, and liked my blue mohawk, as I have it on my myspace page...So we will probably do some sort of high fashion-ish shot.
Slowly, i'm regaining my confidence. I hate being all weak and pathetic and feeling lethargic. It's not me. And I especially hate the negativity floating around the room whenever she is here. But i'm learning to ignore her and to go after what I want, even though I know as a black model, as a black...anything...it will be really hard.
I went to school yesterday...Westchester Community College, met my admissions rep...Took like 3 hours to get there, though. We talked about me doing Acting and Music, like I want to, and, as I also want to do, combining Marketing into it as a sort of "Arts Management" focus, so I can manage my career. Because obviously, you might have a great idea, but it doesn't mean anything if you can't or don't know how to sell it. So I need to learn about market and blah blah...I'm stoked to being able to further myself...Finally. I need to get all of my paper work together...But I just had my transcript sent today and will have other docs sent soon...
I'm finally getting the tools to become not simply a mere consumer of art but a creator as well. Woot. Go me.
I love Basement Jaxx's new album.
I decided I'm moving to Houston by March.




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